What an AMAZING day.

First I got up with a killer headache... But a little Aleve took that away.... Then of to Flamingo Road to serve.... On the way I stopped at Starbucks and got an Eggnog Frappicino... Which was awesome by the way. I got a GC for the lady behind me to officially start the REVOLUTION from me with the card. I handed it back to the cashier and she said that she had gotten one the day before also. I told her about it and she thought it was a totally cool idea... So I got to FRC and walked into the DIVE. It looked so cool and I was so happy that they had used so many of my ideas for the decorating... The beachballs and the bubbles from the roof. It looked totally cool. I am so glad to have been part of that.. I was there Friday night helping with the decorating and I seen on one of the TV's where there was people getting the auditorium ready. It was midnight. I was just so amazed how many people give their time to make a KINGDOM difference. No matter how tired they get. I mean I am sure that most have full time jobs and families. But unselfishly we give our time and talents to change the world. I felt kinda like I was in DISNEY WORLD.... There is so much that happens when knowone is around... Have you ever wondered how DISNEY stays so perfect....... NIGHTTIME WORKER BEES BABY!!!!!!!LOL So anyways. I know I am just a kindergarden Sunday AM teacher but I am so happy to be doing life with such great people. I have this huge FAMILY that blows my mind every weekend... I mean with my little magic badge I get to know some pretty cool things before everyone else... The hardest to keep quiet was the GIFT REVOLUTION.... I just wanted to tell everyone I know. But I am also so blessed to have so many familiar faces that I do life with.... Someone always has my BACK if I need it.
This is gonna be kinda long because I have a gazillion things running through my head right now. LOL
Back to today...

So I go into the DIVE and it looks so COOL... I love doing worship in there with the kids. I get to see like 100 plus kids that are dancing and just worshiping GOD. They enjoy it so much and I love the innocence. Here are these kids and they are just giving there love to God in such a big way...I see these kids getting closer to GOD every weekend and it just blows me away. I feel kinda like an artist. I put a little stroke on this canvas and the pictures gets better ever week. I am no artist but I am influencing this little kids to LOVE GOD. I know they are way to young for my story but I hope that in a way with my guidance they never have to get lost to know that GOD is there EVERY step of the way...

Okay next thought of today..... LOL

The holidays........

I was at the mall the other day with my sister and this song came on. I can't remember it but it made me very sad. Like balling in the store sad. Luckily knowone was around me when I had my little moment.... I don't know if it was the decorations all over or what... But it hit me. I have been a SINGLE MOM for the past 2 Chrismas's. Okay I am gonna get a bit naked now. Brace yourself...

I had a very trying marriage to a very DIFFICULT man to say the least. But I have not given up the hope that one day I will meet this amazing guy is just THE GUY. The one I should have met years ago but didn't. I mean it's not like I am bad looking or that I have bad habits. Heck I am a great caring, kind, loving, giving person and a great cook to. I am no centerfold model but I think I am pretty, good looking woman. Why am I still alone? I mean I don't want to jump right in the fire but I would like to met someone and take my time getting to know them way before they meet the kids. Dating every other weekend and some days during the week. Talking on the phone to see how his day went. etc I think the every other weekend thing would make us miss seeing each other also... You wanna know what I miss the most. I miss watching TV together, talking to each other, just having someone there. To hold onto and just fall asleep in each others arms while watching a boring movie... The corny stuff. Being held by someone, my forehead kissed, just the semi-intimate stuff that lets you know that you are cared about... I want to have butterflies in my stomach everytime I see this person. The whole shebang....The being goofy and not caring because that is who they met. I will do Karaoke and not care what I sound like. Did I mention I couldn't carry a tune in a BUCKET? But during my horrible version of whatever song I sing you see how passionate I am about not wanting to MISS a thing. I am one of those people that you can't get enough of because I just love life and I don't care what people think of me. To know me is to love me...
I want this ....... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5FnTcIqb6Yc

I hope and pray that some how some way God places this in front of me and I am not to blind to see it.. Am I out looking for it.... No .... But most relationships happen out of the blue when you least expect it. So for now I am living my life and happy with it... But I do hope one day I met this AMAZING GUY and my heart can experience all of the above again.

And I guess the reason for the above is I hate being alone at the Holidays.... It's always better to be with someone and have butterflies too!!!!!!!!!!!


Thanks for reading this and sorry for getting mushy..... It was just one of those weeks...

And the last half of my day....It was the service..... My friend came with me and she loved it. The worship team ROCKED.... I was blown away yet again... She loved it. We were right up in the second row where I normally sit and the energy in the room was amazing......... Pastor Troy is just the best.. Troy and Steph know exactly how to let everyone know that they mean something in this world. I am gonna keep my dollar so on those days when life gets so hard and it seems like the weight of the world is on my shoulders and a Cat 5 Hurricane is tearing it to pieces I will have my dollar to remind that it will get better and I am here for a reason..... I mean even when it feels like everyone is out to LUNCH... I matter.

Okay guys..... I gotta get back to the chores... Apparently the Leprechans with the laundry show up while I was gone and I have a mountain to tackle...

Thank you for reading this and do me a favor.... Leave a comment... Just so I know someone has read this. LOL

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